Update on my life

Hi guys, first of all I want to apologise about my lack of posting. I go to school so it's a bit difficult for me  to post frequently but I will try and blog as frequently as possible. I haven't been feeling well these past few days and I'm somebody that rarely ever gets sick, so when I do it's real bad. Apart from me being ill, the weather hasn't exactly been the kindest either so that's put a damper on my mood. I went back to school this week and I can honestly say nothing has changed, I think things have actually worsened (I have a new and very mean teacher). Even though things aren't going as smooth as I'd like, there have been a few things that have made me smile. My friend got accepted into this amazing school, and even though I'm going to miss him, I'm extremely happy for him. I finally have piano lessons after being on "the list" for the last four years. My skin is getting better which I'm very happy about and I love my new hairstyle.

Haul Time

                                                         I decided to go shopping again, as you can see. I will raise up my hand and say this time, it wasn't my fault. I went out with my friend Ola and she decided she was going to check out the shops, because she needed a cleansing oil and was on the hunt for new school shoes. If you know me personally you should no there's no way in hell, I would go to boots and Superdrug (especially when there's offers on) without buying something. So the point is blame Ola, not me because right now my bank account and I are having trust issues. 

Outfit of the Day

 

 A quick outfit post for youse. Please excuse my flabs and rolls, it's a little imperfection of mine. It would have been best to take pictures in the daylight but I was so busy, that is why the pictures aren't the best in case youse were wondering. Today I went back to school shopping, it was a long day.

My Summer Outfits.

Summer is almost over, so I thought I'd share all the summer outfits I've been loving and trying to rock. This summer I put on weight, which I'm not happy about but it's my fault for stuffing my face with so much cookies and pastry. That limited my clothing choices a bit,but I still found some outfits that I loved in my wardrobe. Apologies about the lighting, but it was pouring outside and there was no way in  hell me and my weave where going to get soaked. So finally after all this rambling, here is my outfits.  

                                                 

 Excuse my really dark knees, I'm working on it. This is my everyday outfit, I have on a lovely dress from a near by charity shop, and my shoes are from primark and they were £8.  

Feeling stuck and Laziness

Hello (if anyone is reading), we are now in August and summer is almost over. I have two and a half weeks left before I resume school. Me and my mum had a emotional talk a few days ago, about how she felt stuck. Like she hasn't accomplished much in her life, I know this is gonna be a heavy post, but like Louise from sprinkle of glitter said " it's my party and I'm gonna cry if I want to" . My mommy was going through her Facebook and she saw pictures of her friends going on expensive trips, buying their own house and opening their own businesses and this got her sad and made her realise she hadn't accomplished as much as she wants in her life. This got me thinking, and I finally realised that I am a lazy person and I procrastinate way too much. I'm still young and I have a chance to chase my dreams but, I'm stuck. It's not that I don't want to progress I just don't know how to , and I realise how stupid that sounds but every time I say i want to do something, there's this voice in my head that's telling me not to in case I fail. At the start of summer I said I was going to slim down, it's not that I am ashamed of the way I look and want to be stick thin, I'm just not that confident in my body and I want to change that. I started walking and exercising for 2 weeks but then laziness kicked in and I stopped , now I wake up at 2pm in the afternoon and spend all day watching tv. I also said I would try and study because my math scores right now ain't the hottest if you know what I'm talking about. There is 2 weeks or so left of summer and I'm going to try and achieve at least one of my goals, which means I am going to stop being lazy and procrastinating and drag my fat ass out of bed. It's going to be hard but all I need is motivation.                        
I know that you guys must be thinking that the text in my posts are weird, but I'm originally nigerian and English, I live in Scotland now, and for some weird reason I think I'm American and try to be ghetto (I don't mean to offend anyone) I'm just a weird girl.
This totally contradicts what I said about wanting to lose weight but I baked these amazing cookies and they just tasted so fine. I got the recipe from tanyasvlogsandhauls on YouTube and I suggest you guys check it out, no more cookie for me though. I am trading in my baking stuff for my track suit and trainers. I've also been on YouTube lately but for the weirdest reason I've been check out wedding videos, and I stumbled across this beautiful Aussie newly wed couples and I have to say I'm  hooked on their channel. So that has been my weird sort of update on my life post, I would love to know what you tubers and bloggers you guys are loving as well, and if you have any questions post below or email  me if it's private. Hope August is the month for changes and new beginnings.

I don't know what to title this post because I've talked about so many different things, please comment about what keeps you motivated and put a link down - low if you have a post that is similar to mine, because I'd love to read it.